I don’t want to convince you to say whatever that is on your mind with regards to anything about me. I do respect that every person has its own free will to decide.  But just want you to know that it affects our relationship.  I can say we’re good but not better as before. It’s your call. I mean, there’s a lot of people around you, oh shouldn’t have to mention that.

And so I’m blogging… I just feel alone and writing could be somewhat like a vessel I can use to express how I feel.